Tuesday, January 5, 2010
wanted to blog about the picnic but..but.. too lazy. okay summary. at west coast, we climbed the pyramid thing which was so horrifying and then i almost cannot come down. but i hope after that i won't be as afraid of heights anymore. and we tried to fly a kite, apparently, we aren't suppose to run when trying to fly a kite, and unfortunately, we had no idea so we ran, not to mention i ran so much it was so tiring but it was as fun, hahas. i'm so glad i can take 176 home not like the many sad people hu live in jurong west. LOLS.
okay, first day of school, was horrible. i found out i had no place to sit cos i came late. and whats with the random all sit together and nobody leave a darn place for me. yeah right i noe, even when choosing people for the group my name was last, i'm always the last priority. and whats up with odd numbers? thats y i hate school, there isn't a place where i can belong. that sucks. i wish i was in s3, at least i have friends there. what a stupid decision to choose elect history, stuck with mr fong and odd numbers, whats so great seriously?
so the first day of school, i was late, no place to sit, realise mr fong was form cher, horrible seating arrangements, and shoes hurt my feet. couldn't get worst.
today was a long day. i wasn't exactly surprise or annoyed by the long timetable and remedials, cos it was expected. screw physics test. i dun think i can get 60%. darn.
and planning to get something for someone, i wonder if it is possible, i wish that someone would make it possible.
i'm sleepy.
okay, first day of school, was horrible. i found out i had no place to sit cos i came late. and whats with the random all sit together and nobody leave a darn place for me. yeah right i noe, even when choosing people for the group my name was last, i'm always the last priority. and whats up with odd numbers? thats y i hate school, there isn't a place where i can belong. that sucks. i wish i was in s3, at least i have friends there. what a stupid decision to choose elect history, stuck with mr fong and odd numbers, whats so great seriously?
so the first day of school, i was late, no place to sit, realise mr fong was form cher, horrible seating arrangements, and shoes hurt my feet. couldn't get worst.
today was a long day. i wasn't exactly surprise or annoyed by the long timetable and remedials, cos it was expected. screw physics test. i dun think i can get 60%. darn.
and planning to get something for someone, i wonder if it is possible, i wish that someone would make it possible.
i'm sleepy.
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:20 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
okies, i shall blog till my internet go bust again.. haix stupid internet has been giving me problems lately. well, i too lazy upload photos lol, took alot of photos lately, that is wad i do when i can't sleep rofls.
saw new school timetable ytd. i really dun wan mr fong to teach us sia..haix.. no more ms chua for EL too.. nxt year, would be the most hellish year ever. still left a few days before school reopens, before we all start sec 4 life.. oh man, i really must hug every minute and second of the precious time i still have b4 descending to hell.
i dun wan to welcome 2010, i'm gonna hate nxt year, but time isn't gonna slow down to wait for anyone. and i'm going to the countdown tonight, i wonder if anyone else is going.
oh well, today is the last day of 2009, it was both the greatest and the worst year. which means this year didn't go to waste, which means that i've experienced so much this year.. in every aspect, school, friends, love..whatever..
school, academic wise, this year was the first year where i really feel the nid to work hard for exams, this year is the year i, for the first time, i worked hard for school and felt that sense of achievement when i got back the results. i suddenly felt that as long as one is willing to work hard, nth is really impossible.
well, talking about friends and love, this year made me believe that true friends are really that hard to find, i didn't know it was that hard. i mean, the definition of a true friend is simple, so simple, yet.. well, i think a true friend should not only listen, but talk too. not only willing to listen to what their friend have to say, but have to share to them what she or he has to say. or else everything would just be one-sided, a friendship is just like any other relationship, and a relationship takes two hands to clap.
talking bout a relationship niding 2 hands to clap, since this is so, this year, i have decided to let go of all the one-sided relationships, whether love or friends. i think that is the best for everyone. like whats so great about holding on to something that the other party doesn't appreciate? i've pain-stakenly tried to save these relationships, but if the other hand refuse to clap, what for cause yourself all the trouble and pain?
after letting go, i've learn to walk on my own, so what if there was no hand to hold on to anymore? sooner or later, everyone has to learn..
but i haven't let go of one hand, well they say you need the same amount of time to let go of someone than to hold on to someone. i've hold that hand for 2 years, gosh do i need 2 years to let go? holy shit.
this year, i've learnt tat much. but i still stand my ground in my beliefs, that doesn't mean that one don't express hateful emotions, makes one a kinder person.
saw new school timetable ytd. i really dun wan mr fong to teach us sia..haix.. no more ms chua for EL too.. nxt year, would be the most hellish year ever. still left a few days before school reopens, before we all start sec 4 life.. oh man, i really must hug every minute and second of the precious time i still have b4 descending to hell.
i dun wan to welcome 2010, i'm gonna hate nxt year, but time isn't gonna slow down to wait for anyone. and i'm going to the countdown tonight, i wonder if anyone else is going.
oh well, today is the last day of 2009, it was both the greatest and the worst year. which means this year didn't go to waste, which means that i've experienced so much this year.. in every aspect, school, friends, love..whatever..
school, academic wise, this year was the first year where i really feel the nid to work hard for exams, this year is the year i, for the first time, i worked hard for school and felt that sense of achievement when i got back the results. i suddenly felt that as long as one is willing to work hard, nth is really impossible.
well, talking about friends and love, this year made me believe that true friends are really that hard to find, i didn't know it was that hard. i mean, the definition of a true friend is simple, so simple, yet.. well, i think a true friend should not only listen, but talk too. not only willing to listen to what their friend have to say, but have to share to them what she or he has to say. or else everything would just be one-sided, a friendship is just like any other relationship, and a relationship takes two hands to clap.
talking bout a relationship niding 2 hands to clap, since this is so, this year, i have decided to let go of all the one-sided relationships, whether love or friends. i think that is the best for everyone. like whats so great about holding on to something that the other party doesn't appreciate? i've pain-stakenly tried to save these relationships, but if the other hand refuse to clap, what for cause yourself all the trouble and pain?
after letting go, i've learn to walk on my own, so what if there was no hand to hold on to anymore? sooner or later, everyone has to learn..
but i haven't let go of one hand, well they say you need the same amount of time to let go of someone than to hold on to someone. i've hold that hand for 2 years, gosh do i need 2 years to let go? holy shit.
this year, i've learnt tat much. but i still stand my ground in my beliefs, that doesn't mean that one don't express hateful emotions, makes one a kinder person.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:19 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, December 25, 2009
spent the whole day today dusting and painting my room. well, the painting part was fast, only the shift-the-darn-big-and-heavy-furnitures-away-and-back-to-the-wall part was tedious.
so, my whole room is pink now, including the door and ceiling. hahas i'm falling in love with the colour pink again. and now everything in my room looks pink bcos of the light reflecting off the pink walls.. i will miss my lime green walls but i love these pink walls!
feat. da tou. my biggest stuff toy.
when i was tidying my room, i found some old drawings
considered this my masterpiece. lol
bwahahaha! rukia's expression.
this is young zero from vampire knight. (:
and my black diary.
this isn't the best christmas, but i got the best gift.
so, my whole room is pink now, including the door and ceiling. hahas i'm falling in love with the colour pink again. and now everything in my room looks pink bcos of the light reflecting off the pink walls.. i will miss my lime green walls but i love these pink walls!
feat. da tou. my biggest stuff toy.
when i was tidying my room, i found some old drawings
considered this my masterpiece. lol
bwahahaha! rukia's expression.
this is young zero from vampire knight. (:
and my black diary.
this isn't the best christmas, but i got the best gift.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:05 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, December 24, 2009
it's christmas eve! Merry christmas to everyone!
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:12 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
what do you do when you can't sleep at 1am in the morning? blog!
ok, i shall start showing off some things in my room, which is like nth special, but well..
i did mention b4 i bought a psp, here it is :D it's pink! with my ds lite.
and this is my black and cool laptop, quite new. and a usb fan i use sometimes to cool off my overheating laptop lols.
and then there's this sad rusty guitar abandoned by my brother so i took it, though idk how play. Cristofori is where this guitar was bought, free ad for cristofori. hahas
and more interesting stuff that can be found in my room.
like theres this catholic corner in my room, with the little jeju guy from korea and a bottle of water babies. used to have a bottle of holy water but it dried up.
and yes that brown book is the very old antique holy bible, even the pages are yellow and crispy.
but i'm still a free thinker, not a catholic, i don't read the bible or pray the rosary, it was my mum's idea to put those stuff in my room to "ward of evil spirits" as you can see, my mum is a catholic.
my cutepiggy cowy bank! broke after buyingg psp. and my @cash cards collection, cards still lesser than vivian's though.
hahas a letter from gisela years ago! and ppl from yuhua pri should recognise the golden ticket, it is actually a cd that contains a video of farewell messages from teachers i think. cool ba?
last but not least, i insist in putting my photo with him. xDD
ok, i shall start showing off some things in my room, which is like nth special, but well..
i did mention b4 i bought a psp, here it is :D it's pink! with my ds lite.
and this is my black and cool laptop, quite new. and a usb fan i use sometimes to cool off my overheating laptop lols.
and then there's this sad rusty guitar abandoned by my brother so i took it, though idk how play. Cristofori is where this guitar was bought, free ad for cristofori. hahas
and more interesting stuff that can be found in my room.
like theres this catholic corner in my room, with the little jeju guy from korea and a bottle of water babies. used to have a bottle of holy water but it dried up.
and yes that brown book is the very old antique holy bible, even the pages are yellow and crispy.
but i'm still a free thinker, not a catholic, i don't read the bible or pray the rosary, it was my mum's idea to put those stuff in my room to "ward of evil spirits" as you can see, my mum is a catholic.
my cute
hahas a letter from gisela years ago! and ppl from yuhua pri should recognise the golden ticket, it is actually a cd that contains a video of farewell messages from teachers i think. cool ba?
last but not least, i insist in putting my photo with him. xDD
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:55 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Gave up on finding new blogskin shall just change blog song.. lol
xiao gui's voice is really outstanding :D <3 him and his voice.
is the mv thingy too small? Oo
xiao gui's voice is really outstanding :D <3 him and his voice.
is the mv thingy too small? Oo
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:40 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, December 18, 2009
holidays nth update lehhs..
have been watching shows at sugoideas.com :
海派甜心 is really really nice to watch.
终极三国 too. but gonna end le. ):
桃花小妹 not bad larhh.
Autumn's Concerto like vry popular.. maybe should watch.. hahas Fated to love y0u video quality damn bad ): Continued watching Pi Li MIT, Arron is like so shuai.
Got a psp (:
Oh ytd i spent 5hrs+ at JP. vivian saw me, i didn't see her. saw brendan and charell. lol. and saw someone who backview + hair look like javan, thought was him at first.
I seriously dun wanna go back to school. I dread everything bout sec 4, is there something worth anticipating at all? no. D:
I love Christmas.
have been watching shows at sugoideas.com :
海派甜心 is really really nice to watch.
终极三国 too. but gonna end le. ):
桃花小妹 not bad larhh.
Autumn's Concerto like vry popular.. maybe should watch.. hahas Fated to love y0u video quality damn bad ): Continued watching Pi Li MIT, Arron is like so shuai.
Got a psp (:
Oh ytd i spent 5hrs+ at JP. vivian saw me, i didn't see her. saw brendan and charell. lol. and saw someone who backview + hair look like javan, thought was him at first.
I seriously dun wanna go back to school. I dread everything bout sec 4, is there something worth anticipating at all? no. D:
I love Christmas.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:56 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities